| as I promised ... here it is. This one is about me and how I am doing. Second part of this is my thinking. First of all, the news. There is nothing really new with me lately, except that right now I am taking a 4 day (full time all day long) course about programming/ development. This is something from my work and I am very glad that I was given this opportunity, because it means only one thing: my company believes in me and my managers are helping me (start) to reach my short term career goals. Btw: those are very simple: get promotion to developers and increase my salary. My long term goals are secret for now and will be revealed when the time comes. I am also working on another project: developing a website for my company. That is a small project that I am doing on the side. Other than that my week contains of the following: work, sleep, gym, watching hockey, food, computer. That would be all for this section. Now, here are some of my crazy thoughts, and no, nothing dirty. I was thinking once, what can help a person to be what ever that person wants to be? Just to break this down, some of the common things that people want are ... good looks ... good job ... a lot of money ... health ... good car ... and ofcourse that special "other" who is absolutely PERFECT. Well, let say person A wants all that. so ... where to begin??? Here is where it gets crazy. So I believe a lot of these things start with a job. I believe, that today, university degree does not give you a big enough edge for geting a job over other "non degree" guys. I am not trying to make fun of people with no university, I just simply cant think of other words. So if there is about even chance of getting a job, who is the lucky person that gets it? From what I know, job gets the person with the best attitude gets the job, unless there are way too many other factors. Yeah, its kinda hard to get the job with just smiles in your resume against a person with 20 years experience, but you get the point. So the key is ATTITUDE! Well, I am thinking, how do you do that ... how to walk into interview and just make everyone love you? With my experience it is next to impossible. When I was not feeling lucky, I came to interview for some crapy job at some fast food and I was sooo nervous like I was applying for a position of Vice president of microsoft. To come in with this confidence, you got to feel lucky!!!!!! To feel lucky, you got to believe in youself. ..... To believe in yourself is not a simple thing to do. Person needs to be feeling relaxed feeling GOOD about yourself! When a person comes in with this "GOOD" energy around it makes every one around happier. Its like a sunshine of sort. After getting that job you start feeling better about yourself. Now, with this confidence you got something going. Instead of sitting at home, eating and getting fat because of frustration ... momentum swings the other way and next thing you know ... after getting a good job, my new goal is to get fit and you find yourself in a gym. after sometime, when you actually have money to dress with the currant fasshion, you look in the mirror and see yourself as a prince of the world. Confidence is sky high. you come to work with this attitude you believe in yourself that you can do everything. With everything going that good, life is easy. You improve at your job, people feel that energy that is coming from you and next thing you know ... you get this promotion and you start to make more money. Now ... with all these money, looking great and being really healthy(having a great body also ...haha) and having that confidence about yourself, its rather hard not to be like a shining star and hey, you know it ... that special person will find you no matter what. And with money comes a lot of good stuff. Trust me, cars, houses vocations, all these material thing that make you feel GOOD and happy. ... So, whats my point you say????? HERE IT IS: good things attracts other good things. money attracts money. lucky people with confidence get everything and nonbelievers sit at home in front of the TV eating chips and McDonald all day long, and get only fatter, uglier, and definatly not helthier. so again, my point is, in order to get in this groove of feeling good, .... you got to make yourself happy. It has to start from something, for exaple getting 100% on a test. This would make you feel happy. next test you will know, hey, I am good, I can get another 100%. It will be easier for you to study because you've got a motivation now. This will help you do good in other courses as well. And guess what ... I bet that will put a smile on your face.And you know you look good when you smile. guess what, I am not the only one who knows that. I bet most of the guys in youre school know that too! They are looking for that... ahaha ... the rest of this story you can make up, but you get the point!!! Never settle for anything else. Believe in yourself and never doubt yourself, and lastly, but most importantly .... never ever ever be LAZY. This is the greatest killer of all. LAZZY people get nowhere, except to tv and McDonald. I believe in you, I know you will do great on that test ... btw good luck on that. so conclusion is .... BE HAPPY!!!!!!!! I will end this one with a future plans: I am planning to create a website .... sometime in the future, after I learn how to work with FrontPage. But again ... this is in the future. I will Try to write more updates about my crazy ideas. If you like this one, write a comment, I really like to see what people say about that. But for now ... good day everyone!!!!!! (for me that is good nite.) out. Damn I am feeling good. |